Showing posts with label Back to school. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Back to school. Show all posts

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Yuyu (after having been) in Wonderland...


Oh yay! I'm back to school... A month in the US is way too fun, and only a few days after I've been back to school that I realized how hard it is to get up before 11am again. It's crazy how you can get 100 times lazier in a single day, but absolutely impossible to come back to your initial schedule!

I almost lost that sense of writing something because I wanna say something. Almost, hopefully. I write because I think: oh it has been a few weeks since I wrote anything in my blog. Or, even worse, I think: oh maybe I should write something down somewhere so that people know I exist. Or, the worst, I think: oh I probably need to write something down so I, myself, know that I am still somewhere and am able to spell a few words. However, I still believe some things are best unsaid.

I'm afraid of saying "I believe that..." to express my beliefs/opinions now.. Because once you say I believe that... people think: she believes that... and she's stupid/weird/ (mayyybe) smart/interesting... And they look at you in all sorts of ways you do not want to be looked at. I believe that people should judge less in general. Oops, I just used "I believe.."

Oh crap, I did not mean to write down nonsense stuff like this again.. Oh well.. It's almost 11pm, and I'm stuck in Tim Hortons doing my assignments... Good luck everybody, enjoy tons of assignments/papers/finals coming up in a few weeks!

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Saturday, September 5, 2009

Mrs. Coffee..

I'm so glad that I'm back.

I'm that kind of person who gives up after the first post. Excuses are easy to find, especially right after school started. Again, I don't really know what to write here. I'm getting obsessed with Discovery Channel on weekends. I just can't restrain myself from watching it...

I'm wondering if it's painful to judge people. Sometimes I feel I would rather give up everything I learned about the person just because it destroys all the nice feelings. It's such a hard choice to make though; whether you want the truth or the happiness, you gotta sacrifice one for the other most of the time.

Sometimes I wish that love wouldn't have to be tied with trust. Maybe it actually isn't.